this ain't easy.

This Ain't Easy by MAKA
i'n this life and time i put a lot of stress on this mic of mine
and to this pen and pad i had to grab to write a rhyme
as i go down the lines til words manifest
i never rest so i eliminate the negative stress
and keep it positive
so when i write i give it all i gotta give
i promise this
i'll never let you down
i will accomplish this.
but until then i bleed my heart through this pen
i pour my soul out
so alone i pray that god give me strength
because this pressure that i feel's too much measure
and only expressing my thoughts won't make it any better
so i keep myself together or i try
but it comes out when i write
so i'm quiet cause the shit i gotta say ain't nothing nice
as i recite this verse i hope these words make sense
you can't deny these rhymes i write at my expense
it might seem i'm okay when i'm not
and i might say what's up but i don't really wanna talk.

-real shit.